A real busy day today, with normal appointments, Work, kids, home all the things that women do, all the time in my mind I'm contemplating the future and enjoying the fact that I have choices to make, I believe that every child we have , you can kiss goodbye to the first four years of their life, what I mean by that is that until they go to school full time,you are responsible, when it comes down to it wether you are married or a single mum. Some people would disagree with this statement but there you go. I have two children at college and one little man going to school full time on the 29th September.
I think because he was a change baby( on the menopause and HRT at 36) to find out at 40 that you are pregnant with my history,well!!!!! Talk about mind blowing in every way. I have no regrets , life is a gift, and he certainly has been.
I remember at my 20 week scan, I'd convinced myself I was having a girl, because the thought of another boy and the risk of autism and living all that again filled me with such fear, when she said it was a boy, I freaked out totally, lol, I can see the nurses face now utter shock horror. On the drive home I was reminded by my wonderful husband that we had managed once and we would again if we had to.
It all seems so long ago...........in a few weeks he will be going on his path in life and mine we'll we will just have to wait and see!!!!!
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